I just got the result of my secured exam. I’m not ecstatic about it. I have no one to blame but myself. My score was borderline -_-`. BORDERLLINE! I was expecting something higher. I’m disappointed, it just proves two things. I’m not capable of thinking above my emotions or the exam was really really hard.
EGO Defense Mechanism taking over: Rationalization @_@….
The day I took my secured exam, I was in emotional turmoil. I was having multiple panic attacks @_@. It was getting hard to breathe, and then there was that eerie feeling, it wouldn’t leave me alone. It was the day I found out about the truth…
No mistakes this time…when I take NCLEX I cannot afford to be emotionally unstable, or this would be the result. (any moment now my eligibility will pop into the mail and +_+ …any moment now x.x…-_-)
My readiness test was a whole lot higher. CRAP -_-`
I prefer to focus on something, I can control (control freak +_+). So, if that’s the case then I can just study…study…study…and pray x 1000…and hope for the best ^_^. GOD HELP ME x_X
